Sunday, September 6, 2009

dominate, control, conquest..

hav u ever tot that this world somehow is controlled by someone?
what i mean by someone is a human being, an organization or a government..
i've pinned down all the important things that have effect in this world...

hav u ever think a world without paper?
it will be the end of the day rite?
coz i can guarantee u, even in this so called digital era, we still rely 100% on paper..
what if i said the mafia from US that originated from SICILY control paper production, would u believe me?
and who is control those mafia?

but, why we must to foreseen that far?
let us take a look at ourselves..
how old are u now?
i am 22, and i had a car...
i have to pay it every month, because of the contractual commitment,
i have to squeeze out my bank account every month juz to pay the car..
see...i've been i cant buy house unless i got my increment..

hav u ever tot about malaysia's government backup strategy?
haha...not to be selfish..but o know some...

huuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~ there's so much things that i want to write down, but i'm afraid i will detained under Internal Security gimme sometime, i will try to find a correct words on how to express them....


Sunday, August 30, 2009

1) Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?


coz originally i create this blog to express my dissatisfation

2)Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?

john adalah nama glamor di UTM, zul is my nickname, d in the in front means dictator, coz i am the only one who can manage my account and malice is the reason this blog been created

3)Apakah method penulisan dalam blog anda?
entah...haha bile xpuas ati je i tulis la

4)Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog anda?


5)Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang TAG anda ini?

she's so good to me...luv her so much..till do us apart
cool,nice and she's cute

cuti raya

cuti raya, cuti yang ditunggu-tunggu setiap tahun..
ada setengah orang tu langsung x cuti setahun coz nak save cuti utk raya..
termasuk la aku..
tapi thn ni aku x dpt cuti~~ huk3
terpaksa la aku raya sorang2.. :'(
but thanx to mom, she gonna make some rendang for me..
at least tak la sedih sgt raya nnt..huk2


sayang ku demam..huhuhu
kesian nye..
tapi skng ni dia kat kampung, so the laast i can do is,
wish her to get well soon..
if not i wil tke her to clinic..

get well soon dear~~


merdeka membawa byk maksud. tapi betul ke kite ni merdeka?
Erti kemerdekaan mungkin berbeza bagi setiap individu di Malaysia. Kemerdekaan juga mungkin memberikan penghayatan yang berbeza di antara belia kini dan belia dari generasi pra merdeka.
Erti kemerdekaan bukan sahaja merdeka dari cengkaman penjajah, malah merdeka juga perlu dari segi budaya, agama, ekonomi dan pendidikan.
Agama harus menjadi tunjang utama kepada masyarakat bagi mengekalkan kemerdekaan negara dan diikuti oleh pendidikan. Nilai-nilai agama yang murni serta sistem pendidikan yang sempurna mampu membawa negara ke puncak kejayaan.
sekiranya anda merasakan kita betul2 merdeka, cuba fikir sekali lagi.
jika anda seorang perokok, rokok ape yg anda hisap?
jika anda peminat bola sepak, team mana yg anda sokong?
cuba anda lihat label baju anda tu?dari mana ianya dibeli? apa kah manufacturer nya?
cuba anda lihat dalam diri anda, cuba lihat kaum Melayu sekarang ini, setiap hujung minggu akan pergi ke pub atau club untuk berhibur. jauh sekali dengan adat dan budaya kita, apatah kan lagi agama Islam.
ya, memang betul kita sudah 51 tahun merdeka, tetapi, pemikiran kita, ekonomi kita, masih lagi dijajah oleh kuasa asing.
fikirkan lah

Sunday, July 19, 2009


it's been a while since im i'm update my blog..hehe
i'm updating this blog juz because my lover ask me to do so, otherwise she'll gonna kick me from her top friend list..hahaha...
hurm...dunno what to write coz today is my dumb day!!! hahaha
errrrrrrr.... do u read today's newspaper? MU defeat M'SIA by 3-2!!!!
wat a Surprise coz my friends have to treat me for a lunch since he bet MU will belasah M'SIA least kite tau Malaysia's football team is worth to proud of..yaaah,even liverpool pun penah kalah dgn MU berkosong2...hahahaha

dat's enuff for the happy we gonna take a look on indon latest suicide bomber issue..
but first of all,isap rokok jap..

this is how it will goes, i need u to drop out your opinion..

but of course i'll express my opinion first..

for me, this is totally DUMB !!! in islam, anyone who commit suicide will get an infinite sins..
some more, u will get curse by the i dunno from which perception that the words "divine" or "syahid" comes from this terrorist like i correct or not?

kalau betul nak berperang, pegi la israel ke ape ke..salah cara hang pa ni..

Sunday, April 26, 2009



A status between belief and disbelief, involves uncertainty or distrust or lack of sureness of an alleged fact, an action, a motive, or a decision. Doubt brings into question some notion of a perceived "reality", and may involve delaying or rejecting relevant action out of concerns for mistakes or faults or appropriateness. Some definitions of doubt emphasize the state in which the mind remains suspended between two contradictory propositions and unable to assent to either of them.


a simple phrase, but with complex meaning..doubt is a feeling that hidden between good and evil,angle and demon,men and women..doubt will comes to you whenever you are trying to make a decision, give an impression or opinion, and even when you are calculating your self confident..


from the very second human walked on earth, doubt already save us..without doubt, human cant survive in this world,not even for one day..


the best word for doubting is, a process..a process for a human to evaluate a wise decision..without us realize bout it, we only make a decision right after we confident with the answer or the question..


i am totally doubting this company ( insist not to tell ), where am i working at..the management is totally disoriented and my department becomes totally disorder..i hate this feeling and i dunt want it anymore..this process had been too long..yet no decision can be evaluated by me..juz for one question, is this company can stand for another 1year?

the situation..the factor..

each of the manager,senior manager,general manager,had their own team..and this team is hating each other..they will try to influenced a new staff like me and use me for their own good..i do not know who i should stick with..everyone seems promising..and everyone had their own agenda..this cold war become worser everyday..and i am totally stucked..doubt conquering me..and i am powerless to make decision..

dear god,

pls gimme the strenght to encounter my situation..
pls gimme an idea and i wish i can survive to see the end..