Sunday, April 26, 2009

doubt..

doubt..

A status between belief and disbelief, involves uncertainty or distrust or lack of sureness of an alleged fact, an action, a motive, or a decision. Doubt brings into question some notion of a perceived "reality", and may involve delaying or rejecting relevant action out of concerns for mistakes or faults or appropriateness. Some definitions of doubt emphasize the state in which the mind remains suspended between two contradictory propositions and unable to assent to either of them.

doubt..

a simple phrase, but with complex meaning..doubt is a feeling that hidden between good and evil,angle and demon,men and women..doubt will comes to you whenever you are trying to make a decision, give an impression or opinion, and even when you are calculating your self confident..

doubt..

from the very second human walked on earth, doubt already save us..without doubt, human cant survive in this world,not even for one day..

doubting..

the best word for doubting is, a process..a process for a human to evaluate a wise decision..without us realize bout it, we only make a decision right after we confident with the answer or the question..

and..

i am totally doubting this company ( insist not to tell ), where am i working at..the management is totally disoriented and my department becomes totally disorder..i hate this feeling and i dunt want it anymore..this process had been too long..yet no decision can be evaluated by me..juz for one question, is this company can stand for another 1year?

the situation..the factor..

each of the manager,senior manager,general manager,had their own team..and this team is hating each other..they will try to influenced a new staff like me and use me for their own good..i do not know who i should stick with..everyone seems promising..and everyone had their own agenda..this cold war become worser everyday..and i am totally stucked..doubt conquering me..and i am powerless to make decision..

dear god,

pls gimme the strenght to encounter my situation..
pls gimme an idea and i wish i can survive to see the end..

1 comment:

  1. you have long gone from the company. and am so glad you did. such relief. and look at you now,tough standing i might say at DiGi. My best prayer will always stay witcha! Love you!

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